Release Blitz + Excerpt ― SWEAR ON THIS LIFE by Renee Caralino


From USA TODAYbestselling author Renée Carlino (Before We Were Strangers), awarm and witty novel about a struggling writer who must come to gripswith her past, present, and future after she discovers that she’sthe inspiration for a pseudonymously published bestselling novel.
When abestselling debut novel from mysterious author J. Colby becomes theliterary event of the year, Emiline reads it reluctantly. As anadjunct writing instructor at UC San Diego with her own stalledliterary career and a bumpy long-term relationship, Emiline isn’tthrilled to celebrate the accomplishments of a young and giftedwriter.
Yet from the veryfirst page, Emiline is entranced by the story of Emerson and Jackson,two childhood best friends who fall in love and dream of a betterlife beyond the long dirt road that winds through their impoverishedtown in rural Ohio.
That’sbecause the novel is patterned on Emiline’s own dark anddesperate childhood, which means that “J. Colby” must beJase: the best friend and first love she hasn’t seen in over adecade. Far from being flattered that he wrote the novel from herperspective, Emiline is furious that he co-opted her painful past andtook some dramatic creative liberties with the ending.

The only way shecan put her mind at ease is to find and confront “J. Colby,”but is she prepared to learn the truth behind the fiction?




During the winter we pretended our way through the classics, read every popular kid’s book and by spring of our sixth grade year, the spring of all the rain, we were ready to be outside and explore again. There was a creek about half a mile back from our houses, past the tree line. Because of all the rain that year, it had become more of a river with the strongest currents right behind where we lived. Every adult warned us to be careful, even my dead-beat dad would say, “You better use that big brain of yours and stay out of the creek. You want to go swimming, you can go to the pool in town.”

Funny he would say that because the community pool was a seven-mile bike ride and it cost three dollars to get in. There was no way I was going unless Leila, Jax’s mom gave us a ride and even then, I would have to borrow the money to get in.  Frankly, going to the town pool was a pipe dream. It became a myth to us, a fantasy like Disneyland or Europe. Jax and I would try to imagine what it was like to go there.

“I bet they sell popsicles and popcorn and they probably have clowns too,” I said.

It was a warm day; we had made a picnic in the weeds. I laid out my Toy Story sleeping bag I’d had from when I was a kid. Jax brought a jar of applesauce and I brought Fun Dip that my dad had bought me at the 7-11. We mixed the fun dip into the jar and took turns eating spoonfuls.

“Community pools don’t have clowns, genius.”

“How do you know?” I said.

“Because I just do.”

“I bet there’s a high dive, like fifty feet in the air.”

“Do you know how high fifty feet is? You would die hitting the water. The impact would kill you.”

“You’re such a know-it-all, Jackson. Why can’t you let a girl dream? We’re never going to that pool because no one will ever take us, plus, it costs money, and last time I checked you weren’t making any.”

He lay back on the blanket and propped his hands behind his head and closed his eyes. “I’m not a know-it-all, I just have cable. And as soon as I turn sixteen, I’m getting a job. I’ll pay for us to go to the pool. You’ll see, it’s just a big hole with water in it.”

I never really stared at him until that day. His eyes were closed so I took the time to inspect every inch of him. I was so curious about his body. My own body was changing and I was terrified of it. Jax was getting taller. He was going to be tall like his father, but he looked more like his mother in coloring and features. Jax’s mom was French, so they had this creamy skin that looked sun-kissed year around and his brown hair and brown eyes had streams of gold running throughout it. He was letting his hair grow longer because he’d been watching some show on TV that took place in California. He said everyone in California had long hair.

I was trying to grow my own unruly, brown locks out. I don’t know why, I always had it in a braid. Maybe because I thought I would go to California with Jax one day. We both yearned for more than weeds and corn. All the books gave us those silly ideas and filled our heads with things that might never be.

I lay down beside him and stared directly into the sun. He turned on his side and propped his head on his elbow.

“You’ll go blind doing that,” he said in a low voice.

“Leave me alone.”

“Why are you in such a bad mood? You PMSing?”

“What do you know about it?”

“A lot.”

“I doubt that and even if I were, it’s beyond rude to talk to me about it.” I hadn’t started my period yet but I wasn’t going to tell him that.


Renée Carlino is a screenwriter and bestselling author ofcontemporary women's novels and new adult fiction. Her books havebeen featured in national publications, including USA TODAY,Huffington Post, Latina magazine, and Publisher's Weekly. She livesin Southern California with her husband, two sons, and their sweetdog June. When she's not at the beach with her boys or working on hernext project, she likes to spend her time reading, going to concerts,and eating dark chocolate. Learn more at

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